"Late-night Art and Skill Memoirs - Working Hard to Support the Family"
I will study trading techniques and really make money. I will say goodbye to my past self, shake hands with my present self, and have fearless expectations and faith in my future self, because the meaning of my hard work is the meaning of my life, to make myself, the people who love me, and the people I love live a good life.
Whenever I feel confused about the stagnation of life, I will read my past diaries and feel them, because it can help me find the obsession, passion and motivation of the past, and it will not make me lose my original intention. Don't think that I am so proud now, because I have long passed the days of being spurned by many people and unable to sleep at night, because most people look down on me, just like someone commented on me and scolded me for making machines or something. If it were three years ago, it would really hurt me, because at that time I was full of positive hope for myself. Three years later, I have been polished to look down on this. This is the warning line in my heart. People can deceive themselves but not time. Time is the best teacher. Now I am immune to all poisons and I can play with myself without feeling heartache. I chose a job that many people despised for me in exchange for the life I want, so any backlash in the later period must be accepted in full. Now, I have survived the hard days, and everything is getting better and better. I also want to work hard to learn to trade coins and make money. I don’t want to live a marginal life. I don’t want to do a job that others look down on.
Alas, I said fate...

"Late-night Reflection: Missing the Opportunity of Wealth"
This is a very real thing. I had close contact with this in 2021, or I almost had contact with it. He really wanted to help me and take me out to play. I can recall it and confirm that he had no ill intentions. If I had not been so angry at the time and scolded him for killing pigs, I would have checked what he said on Baidu. I did not block him. I... Alas. Maybe, now I am really a rich woman, and I will not go into the sea of ​​debt and cannot turn back. I think about it at night and I can't sleep in a trance. Things are not people, too many regrets...
I have a big Zhihu account. In 2021, my boyfriend was defrauded and posted a message to expose it. A senior medical student added me. I was a sophomore that year. He told me that he didn’t know what cryptocurrency was. I said it was a scam. I scolded him, and then I wanted to save him. I thought he was scammed. I didn’t know what it was. I couldn’t understand what he posted. I didn’t know what BTC was at all. I thought at the time that he was either going to scam me or he was scammed by someone else. I never tried to understand what he said. I didn’t really come into contact with it until 2024. Now I think he should not be a liar and he wanted to help me. It was me who didn’t understand what it was, so I scolded him and blocked him. If I hadn't been so impulsive at the time, if I had been more curious, I would have had some money two years ago. But life is like this. I tossed and turned in bed today and couldn't sleep because I came in and lost money. It has been bothering me. Suddenly I remembered this incident two years ago. I may have had close contact with some very magical things, people or things, but in the end they all passed by in a hurry. Everything is fate, and no one can control it. Maybe, this is fate. There is nothing to regret. When regret has become the norm in life, there is nothing I particularly want to keep. I may be intoxicated with the extravagance and unwilling to sober myself up. I can't look back and face my past self. I just want to walk around casually. Anyway, I rarely walk the path that most people take. I will create miracles randomly. It's just that I can't help feeling sad when I think of the past. Once you have seen the sea, all other waters are just puddles. Once you have seen Mount Wushan, all other clouds are just mists.

《Deleted by a Cryptocurrency Boss》

Yesterday, someone asked me to close my long position, and someone asked me to stop loss on my short position. I had both long and short positions open, and I didn’t run away yesterday. I considered whether to stop loss on my short position by half, but I gave up because I was afraid that it would fall to 50,000. I also thought about closing all my long and short positions and not playing anymore. In the end, I gave up because I felt the pain. The brother who asked me to close my short position deleted me when he saw that I didn’t listen to him. . . . Alas

"Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, Peace and Joy"

Wish all the good family members in the cryptocurrency circle a happy Mid-Autumn Festival. I hope everyone can make a lot of money and let their families live a good life. I won't post it because dinner is not ready yet. I sent a small cake from a friend. I hope those who are accompanied by their families will always be happy. Those who work far away and don't go home for the festival, buy yourself a small cake. I hope you love yourself more in the distance. We all have the same dream, to make a lot of money and live a superior life. I don't want anyone to lose money or be in debt. I hope everyone can make money and realize their dreams.

"Because I'm not rich, I'm being cyberbullied again for playing abstraction"

It started like this. I was scrolling through posts and saw a little boy saying he had no money to eat. To be honest, many of these people are scammers, but it doesn't rule out the possibility that they really have difficulties. I made a funny comment to him, saying, "Honey, I'm here to love you and make sure you're full." He privately messaged me. I sent it to him, just in case he really needs help, I'll consider it as a good deed for myself. I also said, "Honey, I'll give you a big fat boy next year." In fact, I didn't even know whether he was a boy or a girl. I only found out after adding him on WeChat and calling him. . . He asked me for travel expenses and that he was 25 years old. I hung up on him directly. I felt fooled. I thought he was underage.

Afterwards, I posted a post in an abstract way saying that I had found a husband. I guess it's a way for everyone to avoid the thunderbolts. After all, it's not good to not go out to work at the age of 25. I didn't say anything to him directly, but used an abstract way. It's fine if a group of people just eat melons. One of them started to scold me directly. I asked him why he scolded me. He read my previous posts. Because a long time ago, I posted a post exposing my 80,000 lawsuit with my ex. After reading it, he said that I called him dad and husband, and scolded me for dirtying his eyes. I was young and hot-tempered, so I argued with him. He continued to scold me, and I quarreled with him, but I didn't know that he was a person with a little money who had ordered a lot of playmates. . . You don't know. . Why did he make me feel yesterday that money makes people ignorant and money can turn black and white. . . I really feel that there is no truth in this world without money.

He quarreled with me, and he posted a post to scold me, and also said that he would win ten cups of milk tea as a welfare. . Oh my god, you don’t know that the comment section will be full of 100 posts soon. They said anything to get picked. A group of people I didn’t know who cried secretly after reading my anger this afternoon, just because they wanted to drink his milk tea benefits, commented saying things like “May the boss be happy, get rid of bad luck”, “May Mercury go away”, “May she rush to get cheated”, and that this woman’s brain seemed abnormal. Many of them advised her boss to be happy and get rid of bad luck. ... For no reason, I became everyone’s bad luck.

Alas, I'm sorry, I didn't listen to that brother. I always thought that it would go to 62,000 to 63,000, but I didn't close my long orders. Alas, how come it really went down? Alas, I won't look at the predictions in the square anymore. It's good to be stupid. After looking at the predictions, I always feel that it will go up, but I don't want to close my long orders. I'm always trapped back and forth.

Floating losses are floating losses. Alas, I'll just let it go. I didn't know it would go down so fast. Forget it. I'm hopeless. The world is locked. I've been liquidated too many times. I'm scared and dare not open unilateral orders. Floating losses are floating losses. This time the downward trend is confirmed, I closed most of the short orders and held long orders. After the trap is untied, I dare not play around anymore. Alas, I will learn from you and listen to you when opening positions in the future. I will never act on my own again. I deserve it for holding the order this time. When I get untied, I will learn from you. You are all my teachers. I will never play around again and remember the lesson forever.

Some family members said that it would go up to 62,000-63,000, so I went long and lost more than ten oils. I didn’t close the long position yesterday, and I didn’t dare to close it, because I was afraid that the unilateral market would suddenly surge. Alas, I looked at the order that made five or six oils and lost five or six oils. I closed it and reopened it, and found that it was still falling. I continued to close and increase positions, close and increase positions, and pulled the average price down to 58,400. I pulled the average price to 58,700 and opened long positions. If it rises, I can make up for the losses. I don’t think the short position will continue to fall. It won’t fall so easily. I feel that there will be a rebound. I will take the last rise and then increase the position to close the long position and wait for the plunge. Of course, I am also afraid that it will continue to fall. There is no way. The short position is too bad. I can only be trapped back and forth. I just thought about whether to close half of the short position and lose about fifty oils. . . After thinking about it, I decided to use the long position to make it back. I have been losing money and don’t want to lose more

I always can't help but sneak a peek at some groups... The teachers' analysis, oh, I was not panicking at first but now I am anxious again, I don't know if I will regret not closing the short order... 80,000 is 80,000, and the 100,000 is just to scare me to death😣

Is there any big boss... Alas, I'm so panicked that I have nightmares at night. I've been often groggy and unable to sleep well during the period when I was trapped. I'm especially afraid of being scared by others... I don't know why they treat me like this. I really want to cry when I talk about it. I've been long and my position has been liquidated many times. I finally remembered the lesson and learned to open both long and short positions. I tend to be bullish, but I'm still trapped and about to be liquidated. Then I decided to add short positions and now it's pulled to 60,000... Can I resist it without stop loss... I have a little long position... Forced liquidation at more than 80,000. There are always people saying that this bull market is coming, and if I don't run, I will be trapped for four years... Alas, what should I do? I just closed all my positions? ? ? ? I believe in the square now, and I don't look at various groups anymore. They scare me and make me anxious

Thank you very much for the messages, advices and strategies you sent me. I am not so panicked after reading them. I was scared to the point of having a stomachache because I knew I was unlucky. I was afraid that my short position would be the lowest point of the bull market. I was afraid that the price would rise to 80,000 yuan. If I didn’t get a chance, I would have to bear it for a year before I could get out of the trap. . . .

You don’t know how unlucky I am. I came in January, and in February, my account lost 5,000 dollars in that month. The reason was that on the night before the Chinese New Year, I opened a short position of Audi for 600 dollars with someone, and the price kept rising until midnight. I lost 2,000 dollars on that position, and then on New Year’s Eve. . . I followed the order and lost another 2,000 dollars. Later, I made a little money, but lost a lot of money, which was almost half of the funds I used that month. I was very unlucky. Sometimes I feel like a drama of bad luck. . . I hope everyone makes money and those who lose money get their money back.

《I swear to God that I won't touch the contract this time if I die》

Big brothers, do you think I can be saved? I'm really convinced. I was so nervous that my stomach hurt in the middle of the night. I really won't touch it again. I haven't lived a normal life during this period. You don't know how tired I am. I always want to make back my capital by myself. I have been learning position management and opening positions. Last month, I felt that I didn't lose money. I made a hundred yuan. I really felt that spring had come.

This time it became like this. I don't know how to say that the long position was trapped in the first two days. . . I was panicked and scared. I lost the long position when the loss was not much when it rebounded. Then I found that it fell. I was very happy at the time. I said, fortunately I ran fast, and quickly added short positions. Then that's it. The short position was trapped... I opened a long position after losing money. I opened a small position because every time I went long, I was scared and started to go short. . . Alas, I am really afraid of contracts now. I really didn't eat or sleep well for several days. I really can't say it.

《I am a hopeless person》

I have been a little autistic these past two days, and I have been embarrassed to take positions, fearing that my long and short double opening strategy will be laughed at. I finally worked hard for a month. I have been trapped in long positions for a long time, and I added positions to pull down the price. I have been long before, and I have been blindly bullish, and I have been liquidated. Because of this lesson, I am now unconsciously bearish.

It fell so much yesterday, I bought short positions at that position, and my short positions reached the floor. I opened a lot, so I could only buy short positions to force liquidation. Then, from the time I bought short positions, the market started to pull up inexplicably, and I was dumbfounded. I made money from my long positions, but because it rushed up several times and immediately fell down, I didn’t seize the opportunity. I thought it couldn’t get up either, so I decided to open short positions to make it back, and then... It suddenly rose a lot today, but I couldn’t make much money even if I reduced my positions. I bought short positions. Alas, now my short positions are trapped again, and I am looking forward to a fall...

I don't dare to click into the various groups I joined when surfing, because they are all taking off and making money, and some are making money from both long and short positions. It makes me uncomfortable to watch, and I am always trapped, because every time it hits 58,000 in the middle of the night, I can't make it through that time. Alas, sometimes I am busy with things when the market plummets, and if I go short, I will hit the floor.

Family members, please teach me how to mine content... I have also opened a position. Is this for liquidation or for profit? It would be good if I don’t lose money on my contract... I also plan to learn mining... Oh my god, I will be so happy to earn 1,000 yuan from my friend... What’s the point of having a black slave to play with me... I can’t even make 50 yuan a day. It’s better to work.

《I met a foreign cryptocurrency trading tycoon while playing with others》

I didn't take orders at Binance, but somewhere else. I jumped an order at night. I added this tycoon as a friend. I was a little sleepy and didn't look at his Moments. He chatted with me and said that he had been trading in cryptocurrencies for eight years. Maybe he saw my Moments, and then I got curious and clicked into his Moments. . . Oh my God, he is really a top tycoon. I never thought that I would meet someone in the cryptocurrency circle while playing with others

The Moments are about travel to various places abroad, food check-ins, such as Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, and a bunch of strange foreign holy places that I forgot their names. The most important thing is that I quickly browsed the Moments he posted and got the information. He posted that he made 750,000 yuan from August 6 to September with 100 US dollars, and withdrew 250,000 yuan. There is a real contract profit curve chart, and then... I just had lunch casually, won 300,000 yuan in scratch cards, and also found a EuroEasy profit chart with a total asset of more than 10 million yuan. Anyway... A top tycoon, can't deceive people, travel to various places... Oh my god, anyway. He looked like a big shot.

He said he traded in cryptocurrencies. I was so scared that I didn’t dare to hang out. I couldn’t hang out after reading the Moments. I was too nervous. He called me and I said, brother, you are so rich, go to the club. Only poor people go to hang out because the cost of dating is too high. We didn’t reach the trading discipline and he deleted me. I didn’t feel like I missed it, but… I’m more curious. Would a man with such a high rank choose to hang out with girls? … Because I thought these people should have more than a dozen girls, and when they need them, the girl would go directly to them. I haven’t come into contact with this level. I’m too curious. After all, I think this person is rich if he has millions of assets. … Not to mention going abroad to travel everywhere. …

Originally, I thought whether I should pay or not, and let someone take me to hang out. … But I was afraid that he would know me and say that I was hanging out in the square. It was a bit embarrassing. I felt that it was okay to say it myself. When the person involved said that I had hung out with him, I would really be killed. I don’t know if I missed a big shot. . Alas, it feels like... every time I pass by a big guy.

《Playing with Black Slave God of War》

To be honest, I charge one dollar per game. It's not that I'm letting you down, but I only have an account in the Penguin area, not in the WeChat area. I've been playing for a few years and can only assist in one position. I can also get points by myself and be reported by teammates. I charge five dollars for chatting because I'm working normally and I appear and disappear from time to time. I'm afraid you will mistake me for a ghost and scare you. There's no limit because I like to drive with people at any time. Because I'm an experienced driver, you don't care about yellow and green. It seems that there are no colors for me. But for five dollars, you still want to see my body, so you have to pay twenty times more. . . .

I don't know what you want with my black slave price. Humph, ordinary companions will probably be very angry when they meet someone like you, but I'm a low-level companion. The most important thing is that I'm not normal. Finding me is like kicking a wall

I was trapped in August. I am so angry that I am crying. . . I was able to get out of the trap yesterday, because I stayed up until about four o'clock in the middle of the night. I was bullish, so I added more positions. I said that adding more positions would help me get out of the trap earlier, or reduce the position without much loss. I saw that it was on the rise, so I added more positions. I think it would be no problem to reach 65,000.

The position I added to the position showed that the margin was insufficient yesterday, and the total position was even larger. I haven't reduced the position successfully. If the 58,000 is the top again and it starts to fall again, I will be really convinced. The floating loss will be even greater. The position where I added to the position successfully showed that I would have a floating loss of 30 oil, but compared to carrying an order of nearly 1,000, losing 30 oil is what I can accept most. . . . Alas. . . I don't understand if his pin was too fast. . Why didn't it trigger. . Alas

"Emotionally Stable Corpse Whipping"

I don't know how people deal with people who have bad tempers and quarrels. I used to spend an hour or two quarreling with people. I was happy if I won the quarrel, but I felt uncomfortable if I didn't. I even began to imagine that I was powerful and had superpowers to deal with him. Now it's not like that at all, and I won't waste time arguing. If I can't win the quarrel, I will play abstract with him.

The first protagonist had a bad temper. After a few quarrels with him, he deleted me. I said he was my pursuer and played hard to get with me. The second protagonist kept saying that he had no money to eat, so he asked me to play games with him to take care of his business and called me to urge me. I gave him half of the ten yuan I earned from taking orders, but I knew he was richer than me and his mount was a 50,000 ghost fire. I was not easy to mess with him if he played tricks on me. I was also abstract with him. Now I have a better temper and don't argue with people. I have a different way of dealing with things. Life has not smoothed my edges, but just changed my way of dealing with people.

Many people said that yesterday's big shots are all scammers if they don't pay. In fact, being able to get in touch with and see them makes life meaningful. I am a small farmer without the Internet. I am just an ordinary person who cooks and helps with housework all day, earns a few thousand wages, and gets married when I am old. I don't have my own life. Without the Internet, you will be stupid all your life, but stupid people also have luck. But I am curious and want to get in touch with and try everything. Anything I get has a price. Getting something for nothing is just luck. The more I see, the more I can see things rationally.

《Broken defense in the middle of the night》

Alas, I met a guy who was on a business trip. It was hard to hold back. Anyway, I had met this kind of people a long time ago. I looked down on them. Others are destined to be like this. Alas.

To be honest, I am not destined to be an official. I know that those who have power can get millions or tens of millions of dollars every time, and the big ones can get hundreds of millions of dividends. It is not exaggerated at all. I also want to be an official. I will try it. What if I get lucky.

The fortune teller saw that my luck in officialdom is not good. Forget it. I will just be a cow and a horse for the rest of my life. I don’t avoid or hate people who make this kind of money. Most people just don’t let this good thing come to their hands. If they can get it, few of them will eat it well. It’s a pity. My family has been farmers for three generations. They don’t do business or politics. I can’t cross the class in this life. Sometimes I think about how the world works. As human beings, I still don’t stare into the abyss under the sun. I will never understand this world in my life.

@指数爆炸

I made 25 yuan today by playing with you. I think you treated me well. You sent me 30 yuan as soon as you made money. I used all the money to carry orders, so I couldn't send you dozens of yuan. I felt bad when I saw you make a mistake and lost it. To be honest, I really admired you for making so much money with 10 yuan. You are really capable. The biggest disadvantage between you and me is that I run away after making a little money and carry orders until I die, while you make money with a big plan and never leave. I really envy you for what you make. If I were you, I would take out more than half of it without hesitation to send red envelopes to my friends to celebrate and eat and drink. , spend well and reward yourself

I started to take orders for playing with others these two days, because I was so nervous and couldn't calm down because of the orders these two days. The price is very cheap, so there will be no less orders, which allows me not to keep watching the position. Otherwise, I will be nervous and feel uneasy when doing anything. Taking orders allows me to make full use of my time. I regretted it when I saw you open a position that day. If I had followed you, I could have made a hundred or a thousand yuan in a short time. . I don't know how happy I would be. My current position... is very stuck, with a long order of 58,500 big cakes, and because of the position replenishment... I am basically stuck, and no one else helped me to replenish the margin... I would have exploded a long time ago... Now I can only wait for the price to rise to get out of the trap.