"Late-night Art and Skill Memoirs - Working Hard to Support the Family"

I will study trading techniques and really make money. I will say goodbye to my past self, shake hands with my present self, and have fearless expectations and faith in my future self, because the meaning of my hard work is the meaning of my life, to make myself, the people who love me, and the people I love live a good life.

Whenever I feel confused about the stagnation of life, I will read my past diaries and feel them, because it can help me find the obsession, passion and motivation of the past, and it will not make me lose my original intention. Don't think that I am so proud now, because I have long passed the days of being spurned by many people and unable to sleep at night, because most people look down on me, just like someone commented on me and scolded me for making machines or something. If it were three years ago, it would really hurt me, because at that time I was full of positive hope for myself. Three years later, I have been polished to look down on this. This is the warning line in my heart. People can deceive themselves but not time. Time is the best teacher. Now I am immune to all poisons and I can play with myself without feeling heartache. I chose a job that many people despised for me in exchange for the life I want, so any backlash in the later period must be accepted in full. Now, I have survived the hard days, and everything is getting better and better. I also want to work hard to learn to trade coins and make money. I don’t want to live a marginal life. I don’t want to do a job that others look down on.

Alas, I said fate...