"Late-night Reflection: Missing the Opportunity of Wealth"

This is a very real thing. I had close contact with this in 2021, or I almost had contact with it. He really wanted to help me and take me out to play. I can recall it and confirm that he had no ill intentions. If I had not been so angry at the time and scolded him for killing pigs, I would have checked what he said on Baidu. I did not block him. I... Alas. Maybe, now I am really a rich woman, and I will not go into the sea of ​​debt and cannot turn back. I think about it at night and I can't sleep in a trance. Things are not people, too many regrets...

I have a big Zhihu account. In 2021, my boyfriend was defrauded and posted a message to expose it. A senior medical student added me. I was a sophomore that year. He told me that he didn’t know what cryptocurrency was. I said it was a scam. I scolded him, and then I wanted to save him. I thought he was scammed. I didn’t know what it was. I couldn’t understand what he posted. I didn’t know what BTC was at all. I thought at the time that he was either going to scam me or he was scammed by someone else. I never tried to understand what he said. I didn’t really come into contact with it until 2024. Now I think he should not be a liar and he wanted to help me. It was me who didn’t understand what it was, so I scolded him and blocked him. If I hadn't been so impulsive at the time, if I had been more curious, I would have had some money two years ago. But life is like this. I tossed and turned in bed today and couldn't sleep because I came in and lost money. It has been bothering me. Suddenly I remembered this incident two years ago. I may have had close contact with some very magical things, people or things, but in the end they all passed by in a hurry. Everything is fate, and no one can control it. Maybe, this is fate. There is nothing to regret. When regret has become the norm in life, there is nothing I particularly want to keep. I may be intoxicated with the extravagance and unwilling to sober myself up. I can't look back and face my past self. I just want to walk around casually. Anyway, I rarely walk the path that most people take. I will create miracles randomly. It's just that I can't help feeling sad when I think of the past. Once you have seen the sea, all other waters are just puddles. Once you have seen Mount Wushan, all other clouds are just mists.