《I am a hopeless person》

I have been a little autistic these past two days, and I have been embarrassed to take positions, fearing that my long and short double opening strategy will be laughed at. I finally worked hard for a month. I have been trapped in long positions for a long time, and I added positions to pull down the price. I have been long before, and I have been blindly bullish, and I have been liquidated. Because of this lesson, I am now unconsciously bearish.

It fell so much yesterday, I bought short positions at that position, and my short positions reached the floor. I opened a lot, so I could only buy short positions to force liquidation. Then, from the time I bought short positions, the market started to pull up inexplicably, and I was dumbfounded. I made money from my long positions, but because it rushed up several times and immediately fell down, I didn’t seize the opportunity. I thought it couldn’t get up either, so I decided to open short positions to make it back, and then... It suddenly rose a lot today, but I couldn’t make much money even if I reduced my positions. I bought short positions. Alas, now my short positions are trapped again, and I am looking forward to a fall...

I don't dare to click into the various groups I joined when surfing, because they are all taking off and making money, and some are making money from both long and short positions. It makes me uncomfortable to watch, and I am always trapped, because every time it hits 58,000 in the middle of the night, I can't make it through that time. Alas, sometimes I am busy with things when the market plummets, and if I go short, I will hit the floor.