#爆仓了
12.22
My friends have all left this market, and now I'm the only one left. The market is so cruel; months of profits can be wiped out in just three days, losing tens of thousands. I'm just a college student, tens of thousands of dollars.
Late at night, Qingdao is particularly cold. The monsoon in Qingdao makes my face numb, and even my hand holding the phone feels swollen from the cold.
I wandered the streets for half a day with no purpose, just walking in circles. When I got tired, I would sit down, but after a while, I would get cold and get up to walk around again.
I really have no money left. The place I'm at is over twenty kilometers from school, and the last bus has already left. I went to the ATM thinking I would manage to get through the night, but I found it full of people. In the end, I had no choice; as a college student, I couldn't borrow money, and my credit line was completely exhausted. I could only take a Didi taxi back to school. The dormitory is so warm, like a greenhouse.
Suddenly, I'm really afraid of having days like this again in the future. Being alone isn't scary, but if my family has to go through this with me, that would be a tragedy.
I can't use money that affects my life to trade in the market; I can't do this, I can't do this.