Today's funds: 1819 U, July 1, 2024 (2)

There are still 33 classmates following my orders, and some of them are waiting to see me make a fool of myself by following 10U. Now is the time when I am relatively poor. 10U is also real money to me. As long as you spend money to follow my orders, I will concentrate on serving every 1U seriously. I hope to take you to fly, and take the funds of these followers to multiply tenfold or a hundredfold. However, the reality is cruel. The funds of the followers will most likely return to zero. But if there is a little loss, I will lose first. My original intention is absolutely 100% to make money. I remember when I had tens of thousands of U, my operating income was booming. Some people called me godfather, big boss, and asked me to guide them, and lent me 1,000 U. They borrowed money for various reasons.

Now, for those students who followed my orders, the system has a record of following orders. I will carefully remember each of your names and try my best to reply to your messages. In the future, if I really succeed and you really followed my orders, and you borrowed 1000U from me, I will definitely give you 10,000U, because you deserve it. Those who took advantage of me when I was miserable and hated me for dying too late, those who didn't follow my orders for 10U, and asked to borrow 1000U when I was prosperous, those who called me godfather, and those who helped me make money, ask yourself, why should I support you?

I hope I will live up to every trust, and I don't have any bad intentions, I just want to trade in cryptocurrencies to make my life better.

Today's Funds 1819 U, July 1, 2024 (1)

I have stopped updating. In the past, no matter how the market changes, I basically remained unchanged and updated my diary every day.

Recently, the losses of the contracts have fallen to the point that I have stopped updating my diary. You can imagine how serious my losses are. What makes me even more uncomfortable is that many classmates still don't believe me in my real and realistic diary records every day. They take advantage of me and make sarcastic remarks. What bad intentions can I have? The Internet has memory. Since I started writing my diary on October 7, 23, the number of people who have made money and lost money and have really read my diary can be roughly counted. But this is how the world is. There is always probability.

Yesterday my father called and asked me when I would buy a car. If I still need money, he would give it to me. But I know in my heart how much money my father has. In order to reassure my parents, I told them that I wanted to buy a second-hand car. Now, I haven't bought a car, and I have no money. I don't know if I will have money for rent and food. The overall environment is not good, and it is difficult to do business everywhere. Thinking about my loss of tens of thousands of U, I really want to slap myself.

Now I can only put down my burden and live in the present, try to forget the past, and start again. I haven't written a diary in the past few days. On the 28th, I sold spot BTC and cashed out 342U (see picture 2). I have to sell it. In life, money is needed everywhere. The market is not good now, so there is no money-making effect. Once BTC falls, all fall. The ondo contracts held have fallen to the liquidation price. If I hadn't sold 500U of spot positions with orders to make up for the margin, I would have been liquidated.

Operations still need to grasp the situation and follow the trend. When the market has no money-making effect, it is really meaningless to still operate contracts. More often, it is just giving away heads and being liquidated.

Today's funds: 1697 U, June 27, 2024
On July 3, I will have to pay my rent again. The monthly rent is 2,400 RMB. I plan to withdraw at least 500 U. From October 7, 2023, when I started writing my diary, my living expenses and rent have been earned by speculating in cryptocurrencies. At the highest point, my funds reached more than 40,000 U. How magnificent it was at that time, I felt that I could swallow mountains and rivers.
Now I have to earn U by U. After falling from the altar, I stand on the edge of the cliff. I dare not imagine that I will lose all the remaining capital. How will I go in the future?
Looking back on the past, it can be said that the success and failure of copy contracts are all due to copy contracts. In general, I started with 200 U and have withdrawn more than 100,000 RMB and tens of thousands of U. These are ironclad facts that are recorded in my daily diary.
Another fact is that I should have lost more than 10,000 U in total from copying contracts. I started with copying contracts. I made a lot of money by copying 200U under the general trend of rising. I also made a lot of money from copying during that period. After starting with 200U copying contracts, I gradually withdrew U to participate in BRC20, ERC20, BTC inscriptions, Bitcoin lightning ecology, runes, rune airdrops, rune stones, DOG coins, and other hot market concepts. 90% of the primary markets I participated in were profitable. Some of the costs only cost tens of U and earned thousands or tens of thousands of U. If the money I earned in the primary market was not constantly recharged to cover the margin of copying contracts, I would have reached 100,000 U by now.
I said before that if I quit contracts, maybe I would have money. Contracts are difficult as difficult as ascending to heaven, but now I have too little funds and can only do contracts. I feel like I am forced into prostitution. It's another reincarnation. It seems to return to the stage when I started with 200U, but are the market conditions still there? Can I still fight for a short-term victory with contracts?
I need to adjust my mindset, sum up the lessons of failure, and play to my strengths and avoid my weaknesses. I am very confident in myself. Primary market logic and hot spot analysis are my strengths. Binance is a mature secondary market. Contracts are my Achilles' heel, but they are also the only way for small funds. I hope I can win the contract again, and I wish to never touch the contract again. In the future, when I encounter a contract on the road, I will retreat and hide in the corner to spit at the contract. Bah!

Today's funds 2026 U, June 26, 2024
Others laugh at me for being too crazy, I laugh at others for not seeing through. Most of the messages are invalid, but I am grateful to a small number of sincere classmates in my heart. Your support has always been my motivation to move forward.
Those who understand me will understand me naturally. Summer insects cannot talk about ice. I just need to do my best. I closed the public contract with orders yesterday, and the classmates who want to follow my orders can't follow now.
I now have private domain copy contracts and copy spot. When I had tens of thousands of U before, many classmates followed and copied my operation methods. I told them at the time that our funds were different and the operation could not be copied.
Now my Binance funds have returned to 2000U. I will cherish this last capital more than ever before. My diary at this stage will be more quality than before, because I will pay more attention to the market.
In the future, I should wait for the contract with empty positions more often. I will not operate it when I am not sure. The main reason is that I can't afford to lose. The key is to find the logic of the hot concept coins in the market. This is my strength and I am very confident.
Yesterday, Assange's news, I spent hundreds of U to buy AssangeDAO governance token JUSTICE in the primary market. I mentioned JUSTICE coin before, because I am extremely optimistic about Assange's coin. The current price is 0.00042U per coin. I expect that JUSTICE coin has the potential to increase by dozens or hundreds of times in a month. Of course, there is another possibility for meme altcoins like this to return to zero. When I only had 3,000U of funds left, I squeezed out hundreds of U to buy this JUSTICE coin, which shows how optimistic I am about this coin.
Private copy contracts require an invitation code. I have only opened 88 invitation codes, BoTDdLqC, as a reward to my true fans. I will write a diary every day for my true fans, but I will probably not open public copy contracts anymore. It is strange that I write a diary every day to record my real daily life, and take out the real market, but many people still don’t believe me. This world is really a world of probability.
Those who don’t think highly of me, wait, it’s time for you to see the strength of my strength.

Today's funds are 1409 U, June 25, 2024,
A bolt from the blue, I lost so much money that I vomited, and I started all over again.
I lost a lot, a lot, and I know that I really have no money. I don't even have the capital to gamble on turning a bicycle into a motorcycle. I am back to the days of making money 1U1U. All the honors of yesterday have become permanent memories. Today I am walking into the wind and rain again, but I am just starting all over again.
If the heart is there, the dream is there, but I am just starting all over again.

Today's funds 1168 U, June 22, 2024,
The contract ondo fell again, I am exhausted, BTC is still sideways, and there is no rebound. I can't see the future, there is no hope.
So sad.
I don't know what to do

Today's funds 1611 U, June 21, 2024,

I don't want to talk anymore. Another OKX account lost a lot. It was a BTC contract. I really don't have much money. All the funds now are less than 5,000 U. When BTC falls, my hands and feet are weak. I sold some of the ondo contracts in the Binance account at a high point yesterday. I regretted selling too little, but after it fell a little, I added positions. However, as long as it is a contract, I am on the verge of a liquidation. I think about going to the spot. Now I am on the verge of a liquidation. I feel so uncomfortable and lost a lot of money.
I don't know what to do. I want to cry. I regret not selling all of them when they rose the day before yesterday and switching to spot. Alas, BTC hasn't fallen much, and I'm losing a lot.
I am exhausted and tired.

Today's funds 1919 U, June 20, 2024,

Don't regret the past, because it has become the past, and don't be depressed about the future, because tomorrow has not come yet. The only thing we can grasp is today. Don't be attached to the past, don't be afraid of the future, live in the present.

I didn't write a diary yesterday. It was the first time I stopped updating. In fact, I could have posted a diary casually, but what's the point?

Write for the sake of writing a diary? I wrote a diary to review and urge myself to study. Now I don't have time to read the diaries I wrote before, let alone review. I have thought a lot in the past two days. There are still reasons for losing money, but I haven't reflected enough.

One good thing is that Binance Contracts have spot orders, so I can stop doing contracts or do less contracts and start my journey to spot.
A sad thing, we don't have much capital left. If I still have 20,000 U to do spot trading, how happy it would be. Only when I lose it, I know how to cherish it. A few days ago, I still had 20,000 U. Now all my funds are only a few thousand U. If the market falls and the position is liquidated, I will really be back to zero. The pressure is really great. I don't know if I still have a chance to come out alive. I hope there will be a wave of rise. I will also integrate my wallet and do spot trading.

Classmates, do you still have a lot of capital? Many coins have fallen by more than 50%. Is your capital recovery okay?

I am not good, very bad.

Today's funds 1034 U, June 18, 2024

Today is my father's birthday. I went back to my hometown and had a reunion dinner. Time really waits for no one. I have been thinking about buying a car again and again. Now I have almost lost all my money. I only know how precious it is to have it when I lose it. I am very sad. I still didn't seize the opportunity. Now it's good. The general trend is gone. All that is left is endless memories and deep sighs. I really blame myself. I really want to slap myself a few times. I lost 20,000 to 10,000, and 10,000 U to 5,000 U. The loss is really fast. I was scared to death these days. I don't know if I can hold on to the last 5,000 U. Now it's so difficult to do entity business, and there is no reserve fund. After gambling, there is really no principal. What should I do now?

Regret, but there is no regret medicine in the world.

Going back to the original state directly is too miserable

I have no way out. I don't want to fight for my dignity.

Be brave.

Today's funds 1114 U, June 17, 2024

When I wanted to write a diary, many classmates gave me money, 1U10U recharged me, I really feel guilty, but fortunately I have a record. Any classmates who gave me money, if I can achieve my ambition in the future, I will definitely repay the kindness now.
However, everyone should stop giving money, who has an easy time, 1U should be thought of as not easy, I really feel guilty, I feel sorry for everyone, I will adjust my mentality, will write the diary with all my heart, and try to help the classmates who pay attention to me in trading.
Maybe I will fail in the end, but at least I am real and I have tried.

Today's funds 1511 U, June 16, 2024

I don't feel like writing a diary for now, I've lost a lot.

Maybe it's really time to end.

Today's funds: 1609 U, June 15, 2024

Yesterday was supposed to be the 14th, but I was so lost that I was in a trance. I wrote the 14th as the 15th, but today is the 15th.

It turns out that if I hadn't stopped the loss in my FTM contract, the remaining 1,000 U would have been blown up in yesterday's decline. Maybe the price of FTM will hit a new high in the next few months, but it has nothing to do with me. I guessed the ending right, but died in the process. This is the helplessness of the contract, so you must stay away from the contract.

If you want to make money with a contract, you rely on probability, and you win with probability. For example, you win six out of ten and lose four out of ten. Stop loss in time.

If you want to win every time and lose in the end, the probability of the final result is nine out of ten.

Don't play contracts if you can. I'm still in pain today. I almost lost everything in the end. It's miserable!

Today's funds 2018 U, June 15, 2024

I lost 10,000 U in the FTM contract. I was completely dumbfounded. I really had no money. Now all my assets are only a few thousand U. I don't know where I will be tomorrow.

When I was holding the order with great pain, I still had a glimmer of luck in my heart, hoping to win it back. In the end, it fell to the point where the stop loss was triggered. The position was too heavy and I couldn't afford to lose. Once it fell, the overall situation immediately became passive, and the liquidation was imminent.

The day before yesterday, at 8:30, I was lucky enough to get back my investment and ran away. I read the damn message and didn't want to run away as soon as I got back my investment, which led to the news at 2 a.m. and I was hit back to my original state. I gritted my teeth and hated it. It was miserable, really miserable, too miserable.
From now on, I really have to live a hard life. I earn one U at a time. Whether the shoes fit or are comfortable, only I know. Who cares about my life or death.

I am so tired, my mood is heavy, it's terrible, I don't know where I will be tomorrow, and I can't see hope.

Today's funds 2997 U, 2024.6.13

Miserable

Really miserable

Today's funds 3001 U, 2024.6.12

It was almost liquidated in the morning, and there was no money to charge margin, let alone the courage to charge margin. Tonight is another turbulent news market, maybe there will be a big fluctuation. If the direction is right, it can be revived. If the direction is wrong, it doesn't matter how much margin you charge. The more you charge, the faster you die.
It's really miserable. Why did I let myself get to this point? It's hard to move. Now I have to decide my life and death.

Clear the position now, admit the loss and wait for the news tonight before rushing in as soon as possible?

Hold on, hold life and death, and wealth and honor are in the hands of fate?

Set a stop loss? Hold on, cut when it falls, and keep a spark.

In a volatile market, a small fluctuation will wipe me out. Now that I have fallen to this point, there is little money left, and there is not much room for operation. Now all that is left are tears.

I just reluctantly sold the Rune Stone at a low price. I didn't sell it when it was 6000U, but now I'm selling it for 800U. I also sold the Rune DOG Coin at a low price for 2200U. Now the last trump card is 3000U of BTC.

The cards are in my hand, how to play?

All in? I really don't have the courage. Add margin? I don't have the courage either.

After waiting for the news from the United States tonight, I will decide the outcome and rush forward with a direction. I feel that this is feasible.

How to operate, the pressure is really great. Maybe the world is not about fighting and killing. If you take a step back, the sky will be wide open. It is not just a way to fight to the death. Now I withdraw and still have more than 8,000 U.

Classmates, I have come to the key step. I will not regret it. It is a move that determines my fate. Now I give you a suggestion. Don't wait until after the event to become a great god. I will look down on you.

Today's funds 3706 U, 2024.6.11

I don't want to talk anymore. The market is falling. I've lost a lot. I still have a little money, but I'm afraid of losing it. I dare not add margin. The contract price has fallen, and the spot price has also fallen sharply. Now I don't know what to do. I'm just lying there pretending to be dead.

What should I do now? Cut losses?

Hold on?

I want to win back the principal and quit the contract, but I didn't expect to lose more and more.

Today's funds: 5171 U, 2024.6.10

The market is falling, and the contract is about to be liquidated. I can't replenish the margin every day. Today I recharged more than 1,000 U, and lost all the money after replenishing it. The market fell sharply again, and I was wiped out again.

More than a month later, the coin rose again, but my contract position was gone. I lost all the money. The coin rose to a record high, which had nothing to do with me. The bull market came, and I had no principal.

What is a contract? I predicted the result correctly, but died in the process.

Died in the fluctuations. The longer you hold the contract, the greater the probability of the contract being liquidated.

I will never recharge the margin again. I am afraid. I am really afraid. I also want to save a little fire. Fortunately, the bull market is spreading like wildfire.

Many people treat me like dirt. It is understandable that you win or lose, but you can't know life or death until the end. I write my diary more for self-criticism. When I lose money, I yell loudly to vent. When I win, I hate myself for not operating well and making too little money. I have fought my way from more than 30,000 BTC. Although I don't have financial freedom, I win no matter how much I win. In fact, I can outperform 99% of people by probability.

Do you really think I lost money?
Wait, I will show you my strength.

I don't set up a persona. I strive to record my every day in the most authentic way. If I set up a persona to write a short essay, I would deliberately make it earth-shattering and weeping. Even dogs would be moved to tears when they see it, and the water flow would be particularly clear and beautiful.

But money is real only when it is in hand. What's the point of fake data? It doesn't matter whether we can make money or not, at least we don't lie.

Many people in the same period as me have disappeared. I followed a lot of people who were optimistic about the contract, but now there is no one left.

So cherish my sincerity, and I hope we can all gain something on the road to growth.
I hope I can be a helpful mirror for you on your trading journey.

Today's funds: 4000 U, 2024.6.9

I lost money again on the contract. I need to calculate the profit and loss of funds when I have time. I have been making money from other places to make up for the loss of the Binance account. I am about to blow up again. Today I recharged more than 1,000 U margin.

I haven't reviewed the market carefully for a long time, and my performance is indeed not good enough.

Recently, people bully me, dogs look down on me, and I am despised by everyone.

Today's funds: 4090 U, 2024.6.8

FTM was liquidated, and I recharged last night. Now I am numb to the loss. I said that the contract is not working. I always want to make back the thousands of U I lost with the single contract FTM, and then try to quit the contract. I don't want to stop loss and lose a small amount of money. Look, I lost a lot of money.
Now I still refuse to admit defeat. I just opened a long order after the liquidation, thinking about making back the lost money.

Because the employment rate in the United States was higher than expected last night, the pressure to cut interest rates was less, and the interest rate could be cut later. The US dollars were all deposited in the bank to earn interest, and there was less money to buy coins with the US dollars. The bad news was that BTC began to fall. In fact, BTC did not fall much. Other coins fell to the point that they were unrecognizable. Most of them fell by more than 20 points instantly, which was a complete killing of the long market.

When I wrote my diary yesterday, my fund was 5144U. Last night, I charged 0.0268, which is about 1800U. The loss last night was mainly due to the FTM contract, which lost 3000U. The FTM contract lost 5000U. I was unwilling to admit defeat and immediately opened a long order. I was really worried that I would lose all the money in this order. Thinking about the decline in the market last night, most people were liquidated, and I only lost more than 3,000 U, which is considered good. Contracts are getting more and more boring. It’s better to use spot Rune Coin and Inscription Coin.

Now I calculate that I still have more than 10,000 U, but half of the market value is still Rune’s dog coin, Rune Stone NFT, and Inscription Pizza, which have not been realized yet, and the fluctuation is also quite large. If there is no airdrop of Rune and Inscription, if I only have Binance’s money, I will cry for a whole night.

Contracts are really fucked, you really can’t play contracts.

I can win back this time, and I won't play contracts for the time being
After losing all the money in my Binance account, I won't play contracts for the time being
Now I make money doing everything, including spot airdrops, and I use all the money I earn to fill the contracts in my Binance account. It's really not worth it.
Of course, to be realistic, the money I made from other places is also the principal I put out after Binance started at 200, but the principal is not much, and the return is huge.
I hope I can make 7,000 or 8,000 U back from Binance, and I will stop playing contracts for the time being, quit, and then steal chickens when the market drops sharply, and do a contract in a short period of time. This is the meaning of contracts. Maybe there are only one or two opportunities for contracts in a month.

Today's funds 5144 U, 2024.6.7

Last night, the FTM contract with a single contract fell to the stop loss setting and was sold. In fact, I could have cancelled the stop loss setting, but I didn't do it. All along, I was unwilling to lose a U in almost every contract. I always added positions when it fell, always thinking about winning, unwilling to lose even a little bit, and replenished the margin when it fell. In the end, I had lost my mind. I didn't compete with the trend, but with myself, and finally lost miserably.

That can be perfect in everything, and every single contract must win. I don't want to stop loss and lose small money, and finally lose big money by liquidating the position. It's a general trend. It's good to learn to admit losses.

As for the contract, I personally tested it and it's not worth the loss. The contract is just a temporary limelight. You can take out one-tenth of the funds to temporarily compete for a temporary win or loss. The longer you hold the remaining contracts, the greater the probability of loss.

Let's talk about the airdropped inscription pizza. Today, the highest price is 7U, and now it is stable at 4U. The total amount of pizza is 21 million. I airdropped about 700 coins, 2800U. Isn't it good?

The trend of pizza and rune dog coins in the past two or three days is very critical, but my single contract FTM has not been untied yet. The cost of rushing is also very high now, and the control is not stable enough. Now my own capital conditions are not mature enough, so I can only be a spectator. I will also wait for a more controllable and better project before rushing. I don't have many opportunities to pull the trigger.

Be cautious in gambling.