Today's funds 2018 U, June 15, 2024

I lost 10,000 U in the FTM contract. I was completely dumbfounded. I really had no money. Now all my assets are only a few thousand U. I don't know where I will be tomorrow.

When I was holding the order with great pain, I still had a glimmer of luck in my heart, hoping to win it back. In the end, it fell to the point where the stop loss was triggered. The position was too heavy and I couldn't afford to lose. Once it fell, the overall situation immediately became passive, and the liquidation was imminent.

The day before yesterday, at 8:30, I was lucky enough to get back my investment and ran away. I read the damn message and didn't want to run away as soon as I got back my investment, which led to the news at 2 a.m. and I was hit back to my original state. I gritted my teeth and hated it. It was miserable, really miserable, too miserable.

From now on, I really have to live a hard life. I earn one U at a time. Whether the shoes fit or are comfortable, only I know. Who cares about my life or death.

I am so tired, my mood is heavy, it's terrible, I don't know where I will be tomorrow, and I can't see hope.