#ADA I got into trouble with the ADA Air Force! Come on, kill me and I won’t leave!

I just joined the currency circle at the end of November and have recharged a total of 4,590 yuan so far.
The maximum account value is 5156 yuan, half of which is spot and half of which is contract.
After the sharp drop yesterday and the day before yesterday, A D A was liquidated by 370u. I set up a joint margin before going to bed, thinking that if I took out the spot and closed the position, the position would not be liquidated. However, the spot was still there, and the contract still exploded for me. When I woke up, I found that it had exploded. The position line was only 0.03 points from the bottom. I was so angry that I turned around and sold the spot that I had already lost. I directly entered the market at 75x Stud ADA 0.5620 for 8000 ADA. I finally got my money back today. I also want to close the position now. After all, I have already recovered my capital, but when I think about not being able to buy 0.56 ADA after I close my position, I struggle. I have been struggling for a day, and now it is on a downward trend again. I simply ignore it and stop reading. I love it so much. I won’t sell, I won’t leave, I won’t cover my position, I won’t cover my margin, I will die if I get it! ! ! Come on, the Air Force continues to fall, kill me, let me, a newbie in the currency circle, experience the cruelty of the currency circle, let me kneel down and sing "Conquer", if I don't fucking leave or sell, I won't be able to get more than 5,000 yuan, and I will lose my money. ! $ADA