Half a month ago, I personally analyzed that the market was going to pick up. Most people probably lost a lot of money in the past two years, including me. It was too much. But the market cannot let retail investors lose money all the time, otherwise, there will be people in the market. According to the recent news about the interest rate hike, the US dollar at least will not raise interest rates, which is a signal. There are also the KPIs, PEC indicators, etc. that fluctuate every time, which all lead to large market fluctuations. Then I analyzed this and that by myself. It was probably caused by luck. I felt that BTC would continue to rise, so I made some money and rushed to the contract. I had never planned to do the contract. Before the New Year, I got excited and turned the last principal of 20,000 yuan into a contract. After my efforts in making it into FIL, I lost it all in a few days. I gained an experience, that is, I don’t judge the market, I mess around every day, sell it when I lose money, and run away when it rises a little. There is a serious risk imbalance, and finally I have a warehouse explosion and rest in disappointment.
Half a year later, I came back, worked a little, adjusted my mentality, earned some living expenses, and saved some pocket money. I am a strange person. I didn't make money on something, but lost money. I kept thinking about it. A month ago, I charged 1000u into it, and slowly did this contract. Strangely, this fil rose a little every day, and I could make a little money every day. I looked at it and made 80% of the loss before the New Year. I was always bullish. If it fell, I would make up, and if I made money, I would leave. I repeated the operation. Suddenly, it fell and stopped rising, and I was trapped. I was anxious and didn't know what to do. Then a few days ago, they wanted to confirm whether the interest rate would be raised or not. I bet that there would be no interest rate increase. BTC was going to be bullish, so I didn't close the position. I resisted for more than half a month. It was indeed rising all the time, but my cottage couldn't go up. I was anxious every day. If BTC fell a little, this cottage would be scared. I was also worried every day. The risk is huge. I am afraid that if BTC pulls back, the copycat will probably be scared and pull back, and my position will be liquidated. Then I will have no chance to make a comeback. So I have been staring at my phone every day these days to see if the market has pulled up, so that I can get out of the trap and implement the next goal. Then it goes up a little bit and then falls, which makes me very angry. My prediction of this wave is very correct. Today I heard that a short-order boss has resisted 20 million and is still holding on to the short order. This is the decision made by prediction. One thought is heaven and one thought is hell. I was thinking that if we knew each other, maybe a small suggestion from me at that time would lead to a change in your thinking, and it would be great to change from negative to profitable. You must think carefully when making decisions, especially in finance, otherwise one wrong step will lead to eternal damnation. I also made a bigtime contract, long, and the pullback scared me so much that I closed the position directly. If I was not afraid that my fil margin was insufficient, I would have made hundreds of U from that day to now. If you don’t believe it, you can look at my position record. I didn’t make any money, but I was very angry. I don’t know what happened this time. BTC has risen so much, but altcoins don’t follow suit. Are these dealers scared and have no courage? Someone may ask me why I don’t do more BTC. I think BTC has risen too little. I don’t have much capital. If it rises a little, I can’t get my capital back. So I choose altcoins with a large increase. Otherwise, I will definitely choose to open more BTC. Because I have entered the currency circle before and after, I have lost about 30, so I want to seize the opportunity to get some of my capital back.I wanted to write a little note before to share my daily experience. I always thought I needed a computer so I never clicked in to read it. Today I found that my phone can write, so I wrote it down and recorded it. Next time I will record why I came to this circle. BTC pulled back a few days ago, and I bet that the market will still rise. I just finished reading Rockefeller's 38 letters to his son, so I digested a lot of things. It told me that once something is determined, it will not change in the short term, right? Financial management is not about getting rich overnight, but a marathon!