Been feeling extremely lost these past weeks, if not months. No vision, no long-term plan, no clear goals, just stagnant in one spot.

It’s gotten so bad that going out and seeing others do well makes me feel like I’m falling behind, instead of just enjoying the moment. I never compare my success to others, but I know when I’m stuck.

Every day, I spend hours just thinking and thinking and thinking. I have basically given up on my DMs, my TG and Twitter are flooded and I can’t get myself to reply to anyone.

I’ve been in Dubai for six months now, but career-wise, I’m in no better place than I was when I got here. I’ve barely accomplished anything, even though I’m in the best position to do whatever I want.

I’ve been speaking to some friends lately, and I’m grateful to have people around me giving advice and rooting for me, but I just haven’t been able to take action.

At this point, I’m almost just hoping for a miracle or something.

Not sure why I’m even posting this, but maybe it’ll be a reminder to my future self, when I actually make it, that it’s okay to feel stuck sometimes.

Just gotta keep pushing.