I've lost 100,000 back and forth this year and I'm 26. I really don't know why I like to gamble with such high leverage. Today I'm posting for the last year of my experiment. If I can't even achieve 10 times, then there's really no need to be in any market.
I just want to earn some money for meals. Why, why is it always like this, holding onto the family mortgage of 2000 and losing it down to 400? Why is my luck always so bad? Why do I keep losing? It's really frustrating.