Yesterday, I still had 1,600 yuan on me. After the liquidation, I was thinking about it all the time. I was very sad and ashamed of myself, and even more ashamed of my life. I don't need to talk about my family. Since I entered the cryptocurrency circle, I have been living a painful life every day. The more I thought about it, the more unwilling I was. In the end, I charged 1,500 yuan and kept only more than 100 yuan on me, thinking about making up for the losses. Then I started to study the method. I had to set up stop-profit and stop-loss for opening a contract. As a result, in less than 24 hours, I lost 4 out of 5 orders. I really wanted to vomit blood!
I sold it and it went up, then I bought it and it went down, then I sold it again and it went up, then I bought it again and it went down. It was really devastating, painful, and suffocating.
My nerves were on the verge of collapse. I blamed myself. The debts were getting bigger and bigger, and my mentality was getting more and more chaotic. I had insomnia and dreams, didn't want to work, and was not interested in anything. I thought again, I was really sick, and the disease was not light. I lost so many years, but I still had to play, and I didn't know how to admit defeat. It is not shameful to admit defeat. Admitting failure is also a kind of progress. You are really not suitable for investment. Wake up. I just don't want to wake up. I don't want to admit that I am a loser and a stupid person.
