After I entered the market, the bull market came, in the early stage of the bull market, but I still didn't make any money. I still didn't reflect on myself, didn't review the market, made orders frequently, in the ultra-short term, and finally took two or three days. I traded for half a year and gradually invested 500,000 yuan in the market, all loans.
The pressure of the loan made me feel suffocated. For almost half a year, I was in a trance. At that time, my child was still young. I had a mortgage, a car loan, and a nanny. The monthly household expenses, excluding food and drink, were 25,000 yuan, plus daily expenses were nearly 40,000 yuan. In Beijing, you can live on 2,000 yuan a month, and 20,000 yuan a month is not much. Besides, I only earned more than 10,000 yuan a month, plus what my wife earned, it was barely enough to live...
It was at this time that I started to suffer from long-term insomnia... You may only know the mental stress after experiencing it. I was on the verge of despair... But I still didn't tell my wife... I wanted to get through it on my own...
Until the end of 2020, I had gradually invested about 500,000, all of which were loans. The last time I bought 50,000, and there were 0.6 coins left. At that time, I said that this was the last time... If I lose again, I really won’t play anymore...
