1. What I dislike is not that you don't reply to my messages, but the sense of distance that comes from your perfunctory replies. A mouth that loves me, yet countless details that do not love me. There have been too many times I wanted to speak yet held back, and in the end, I lost even the thought of speaking.
2. You should not long to be loved, you must first love yourself. Everyone is a dirty little child who crawled out of the mud. The world is chaotic. The universe is disordered. First love yourself, then embrace a clean and pure body, embrace a free and carefree soul.
3. Sometimes looking back at the road I've traveled, I find that time is truly a good thing. I have forgiven those who are unforgivable, and I have passed over obstacles that I once couldn't get over. I see many people smiling at me and then treating me coldly. Occasionally, someone would stab me in the back, but there are also those who stop to smile at me and accompany me to this day.
4. Without good looks, without capital to squander, no one would like me for three to five years. I just want to wander aimlessly, work hard to make a little money, and then buy flowers for myself.
5. No matter who you meet, they are the person who is meant to appear in your life, not a coincidence. They will definitely teach you something. So I always believe that no matter where I go, that is where I should be, experiencing what I should experience and meeting the people I should meet. Fate cannot be avoided, and if there is no fate, you won't encounter it. When fate arises, we gather; when fate ends, we disperse. Go with the flow.
6. I often feel grateful that there are still words in this world, otherwise where would humanity's overwhelming love go? But I also often feel melancholy. For example, tonight my heart is filled with mixed feelings, pouring out thousands of words yet I can't write even a few.
7. I am inherently not someone who likes to take initiative. Although my soul is interesting, I am not good at expressing it. I am very stubborn and slow to warm up. I even have a bit of an emotional cleanliness obsession. I have a persistent optimism but an intermittent pessimistic attitude that is hot and cold.
8. I always feel that happiness is like walking on thin ice, but happiness is right beside you. Everything you currently have may seem very plain, but for many people, it is already very happy.
9. I often enlighten others, telling them not to think too much about things that make them unhappy, and they should look forward. But my own emotions are never mentioned. The advice I give others can never be applied to myself.
10. Everyone is testing, weighing pros and cons, pretending to be affectionate. You think I would be sad without you; I think you would regret not having me. The truth is you don't love me, and I don't love you either.