I'm completely out of the circle, I can't take losing every day, and I can't pay back the loan.

The road to get here was hard, but if you can persevere and conquer your inner demons, finding the trading method that suits you, the bitterness will eventually turn to sweetness. The entrance was tough, but later on, I discovered it was sweet; let's continue to maintain this state!!!!
I believe everyone will get better and better, just like me. respect.