Mom only hopes that you will stop doing ZKS, find a decent job, live a happy life. Find a good wife so that mom can hold grandchildren soon.
You said that you have been doing ZKS for three years, and this family is in tatters. Dad is worried that you have no money to eat, and his hair has turned white. The red envelope that mom sent you a few days ago was actually given to you by your dad. Your dad is a man with a sharp tongue but a soft heart. Alas, if you had not chosen this path three years ago, how happy our family would be now.
My son, mom doesn't want you to put too much pressure on yourself, and you don't have to get what you said. Just do your best in everything. Your dad asked me to tell you to come home when you are free to have a meal so we can talk about it slowly and see how our family should live in the future. Alas... Your dad's five-guarantee certificate will be issued in a few days, and our family can eat some meat during the New Year and other festivals. Come home when you are free, and don't make him too sad. Mom will transfer you a few dozen more dollars. This is what I earned from moving cement on the construction site these days. You can bring some fruit and milk to make your dad happy. Don't use the money to buy Ethereum.