How are you doing now, cryptocurrency traders? (From Coinsradar.net)

Answer from a netizen: I have a contract online loan of more than 1.2 million yuan. Now I am neither human nor ghost. I stay up late to watch the market and my eyes are blurry.

I graduated in 2015, with a graduate degree from a 211 university, and work in a public institution. My job is to write materials, which is quite boring.

I am a good girl in the eyes of outsiders. I get a salary of more than 10,000 yuan. The company provides food and accommodation, so I can save up my salary. My family conditions are not bad. I have always felt that I am very self-disciplined and serious about my work. Until the end of 2020, my life began to fall into the abyss.

The reason may be that I was cheated on by my boyfriend in 2019, and we broke up in the end. It was a huge blow. He was my first love, and we dated for more than 3 years. When we broke up, he meant that my salary was low, and I felt looked down upon, so I thought about how to make quick money, so I came into contact with cryptocurrency trading, and then I fell into the devil's way, and the devil in my heart was completely awakened. My enlightenment teacher was the brother who made money on Weibo. Now I hate him very much, even though I know that everything is my own problem.

I have been trading in cryptocurrencies for two and a half years and doing contracts. I lose nearly 400,000 yuan on average every year. As of April 1 this year, I have lost more than 1.2 million yuan in total. All of them were caused by contract liquidation. I have experienced two platforms. During the cryptocurrency trading period, I experienced 10,000 contracts to 600,000 yuan. I felt very awesome and felt that work was boring, so I actually quit my job. My family didn't know and always thought that I lived in the dormitory of the unit. In fact, I rented a house by myself after resigning.

I have been trading cryptocurrencies at home for a year and a half. After that, I lost all my 600,000 yuan in less than two weeks. I couldn't accept it, so I started to borrow online loans. By April 1 this year, the total amount of online loans reached 1.3 million yuan. I kept borrowing from Peter to pay Paul.

Only contract people can understand the pain during the period of trading cryptocurrencies. I was happy in the morning, but my mood was at its lowest in the afternoon. My mood was up and down every day. In addition, I didn't have any social interaction. I was depressed. I couldn't sleep well, couldn't eat, and had no energy to do anything. I just wanted to trade cryptocurrencies. I used to be a tall beauty weighing 98 pounds, but now I am a fat man weighing more than 120 pounds, swollen, and dull-eyed. The physical examination also found various minor problems, and severe depression was also found. Sometimes I couldn't sleep, my whole body hurt, and I woke up several times in pain at night.

My former colleagues invited me to dinner, but I didn't dare to go out because I was so sloppy now that I didn't dare to see anyone.I am 32 years old this year. My family introduced several people with better conditions, but I didn't meet them. The reason is that I have body image disorder and I think I am ugly.

My former self-confidence has been shattered. Most of my classmates and friends have stable jobs and stable families, but I have nothing. I wanted to quit trading cryptocurrencies several times. I would play again after stopping for two days. In 2022, I took 1W four times and traded it to more than 3W. I would withdraw 2W and continue to play with 1W. This strategy won four times in a row. It means that 1W became more than 9W.

I stopped for two days. I thought I would never play again and go find a job. But on the third day, I felt itchy again and recharged all the money I had withdrawn. As a result, I was careless and opened ETH 50 times leverage. I kept it all night and earned 5W. I was sleepy and fell asleep in the morning. I didn't set a stop loss, so it went straight to 0.

My heart sank to the bottom, and I vowed again that I would never play again. I also swore in my heart. After two days, I couldn't stand it anymore and started to borrow online loans. I borrowed more than 190,000 yuan from online merchants. After two days, I lost all my money. I was stunned.

But before 24 hours had passed, I was like a chicken blood again. I told myself that speculating in cryptocurrencies would definitely make me financially free. I also did a divination for myself. The result was good. I felt that God was showing me the way. In fact, now I think about it, I was just finding reasons to convince myself to continue playing. Then I went to Weibo to browse around and see other people posting their orders, and regained confidence.

But where does the money come from? I was a little scared to continue borrowing online loans. After thinking about it, I thought of a method. This method cannot be told. It's too bad. Anyway, I cheated 300,000 yuan from my brother. I seemed to be controlled by the devil.

Next, it was endless repetition. The 300,000 yuan was quickly lost, and I had to pay 100,000 yuan in online loans. This cycle continued until the end of March. I received repayment information on my phone almost every day. I calculated that I would be completely overdue by the end of April. I began to get scared during those days. I was still trying to turn things around by speculating in cryptocurrencies with small amounts of money, but my chances were always winning first and then going back to zero.

I woke up in the middle of the night and felt that my life would be ruined if I continued like this. I made a decision with a strong sense of self-esteem and confessed to my mother that I had borrowed online loans for speculating in cryptocurrencies. After struggling for a week, I sent a message to my mother to confess and asked her to save me.

After seeing this, my mother called me to comfort me for a long time. She was afraid that I would not be able to think about it. I cried miserably on the phone. My mother told me not to worry. I know that my mother has saved a lot of pension money, but more than 130 It's a lot of money. She usually saves so much. I'm really not a human being.

A few days later, my mother used two cards to transfer 140 to me. He asked me to pay off all the online loans quickly, and asked me repeatedly if it was that much and not to leave any tail. After paying it off, she asked me to send her the settlement certificate.

After the matter was settled, my mother told me: This is just this time. If something like this happens again, mom won't be able to help you. Work hard from now on. That night, I cried alone all night, feeling guilty and regretful. I don’t know what the future holds. At my age and unmarried, it’s almost impossible to find a good job.

So that night I set three tasks for myself: 1. Lose weight. 2. Deliver goods directly via live broadcast. 3. Prepare for the civil service examination. When I write this today, it has been more than a month since I learned from this painful experience.

The progress is: I have lost 3 pounds of meat (I don’t eat at night, my eating speed has slowed down), and I am now 117 pounds. The effect is not significant, but it is okay. The depression has been relieved a lot, but sometimes my mind is confused and my body hurts from time to time. The live broadcast has been started and will be broadcast from 4 to 7 o'clock every morning. I earned more than 2,000 yuan and continued to persevere. Only since the live broadcast did I realize how difficult it is to earn every penny. I really didn’t regard money as money before.

The currency circle looks like heaven, but it is actually hell. It is difficult to get out of the currency circle. From the moment you come into contact with the currency circle, a devil is injected into your body. It grows bigger and bigger with your greed, and finally controls your main consciousness and completely takes over your body.

Many people in the currency circle have forgotten that the quick money you make here is, in the short term, the money in other people's pockets. If you want to quickly take money out of other people's pockets, be prepared for them to take out your money. This is the risk. #内容挖矿

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