Too greedy? Not running?

How can I run when the price isn't right, and the expectations aren't met? How am I supposed to run!?

Do you think I don't want to run? But I can't run at all. How can I run when the moment I want to run hasn't arrived? It's not that I don't want to run; I actually do want to run. But I can't until the moment I want to run arrives. Running is definitely what I want to do, but it's not up to me when to run—it's determined by the price. When I want to run, and the price won't let me, how can I run?!