Is there any master who can help me think of a solution?

Is there any hope for this? The stock price went up this morning and I was so scared that I was running around at work. The big boss said that the last crash was a chance for me to get out of the trap, but I didn’t run away. He was so angry that he deleted me. . I quickly licked it back in the morning to let him see if I can survive. . . I am now numb with fear, and I can’t even cry.