If you feel bad just know:

Usually when BTC ranges for a long time whilst near all time highs alt coins used to run hard and fast, that’s what we know from the limited history we have of this space.

This time that didn’t happen, they bled, and bled, and bled, and bled, a lot of people have lost a lot of money during this period.

Don’t be harsh on yourself, it has literally been very different this time around so far.