You have to allow yourself to make mistakes, to lose money, to misjudge people, to get hot-headed, to be laughed at, to be lonely, to slack off, and to feel lost.
Most of the states in life are unsatisfactory, foolish, and even clueless like an idiot.
So it's okay, you just need to keep going at your own pace, no matter the situation. Don't stop, and surprises often favor those who keep moving forward.