2025.1.1 Funds: 10666U
Looking back on this year
Looking back on this year's experience in the cryptocurrency circle:
In February, I borrowed 300,000 yuan without telling anyone, preparing to make a fortune in the cryptocurrency circle. As a result, I opened a short position and encountered the start of the bull market. It didn't take long for me to lose more than 100,000 yuan.
At the beginning of April, I lost only about 100,000 yuan. My girlfriend's parents agreed to get married, and I started to go all in. The remaining 100,000 yuan was gone. I borrowed another 500,000 yuan and lost it. I borrowed another 200,000 yuan and lost it. We broke up.
On May 1, I adjusted my mentality and borrowed another 200,000 yuan to a maximum of 50,000 U. Later, I was tortured by the cold market and my mentality collapsed. The all-in ended up at zero.
In mid-November, I started the program road, starting with 1,000 U, and then I made 4,000 and added 6,000 margin. Then I have more than 10,000 U now. This time, the program compound interest road is still continuing. . .
This year, I have changed dramatically, and my desire to destroy the universe is still there.
This year I am in debt of one million. This year I became a deadbeat.
This year I lost her, the one I loved the most, and this year I brought the heaviest pain to my family.
This year I experienced life and death. This year I cried secretly. This year I laughed crazily. This year I felt the pain of death.
This year I fell countless times, and this year I got up countless times.
This year was the year I constantly motivated myself to move forward. This year I thought about leaving and fantasized about the future. Who doesn't want to go ashore and live the life they dream of? But the reality is cruel and cold after all. Fantasy has become a thing of the past, and the future is impossible.
This year I regretted it, but there is no regret medicine in the world. Some people have paid much more than me to survive. I have never thought about how great and powerful I am. I just release what I think in my heart through the diary, so that I can recall this past and how to get out of this bottomless valley.
This year is unforgettable.