Slowly you will feel less pain

Started with 1 million in April, 500,000 left after that

500,000 in May, 300,000 left after that

300,000 in June-July-August, 100,000 left after that

Today, 94 lost 10,000-20,000, it feels like less loss

Damn, I started with 1 million

Is this numb?

Is there a similar ending? Please answer me