When your real friends talk about how you made a quick buck, it feels like you made millions in a short time.

Only you know how difficult it was for you to climb out of the quagmire, from 21 years to 24 years. You cried and regretted more than once, and you had to pay off all kinds of credit card debts when your salary was paid. When you failed, you faced accusations and confusion from people around you. You also wanted to stop, but you couldn't find a second chance to change your fate.

Until you found an empty heart, all the scars in the past were engraved there, you no longer made mistakes that made you particularly painful, and when you had more funds, you cashed out to make up for your life. You began to reduce your leverage and trading frequency, you climbed out with difficulty, and continued to stick to the right transactions. You also envied the myth of getting rich in the circle, but you knew that you could only move forward on the road you were familiar with.

Others only said that you succeeded and made a fortune in a few months. But only you know that you were still crawling forward every late night in the past four years.

Thinking of all this, four years have passed in a flash. All this came so hard.