I am always unhappy in the cryptocurrency circle.

1. I miss out on opportunities, which makes me feel bad.

2. I lose money, which makes me feel bad.

3. I make money, but regret not going all in, which makes me feel bad.

4. I make money by going all in, but it is not as much as others, which makes me feel bad.

5. It is more painful to see you making money than me losing money.