Today's funds: 881 U, August 12, 2024 (tears)

Yesterday, at the high point, my funds were already 1500U, and I also sold the ondo contract. Unfortunately, I was careless and BTC rose slightly during the trading session. I missed the opportunity and immediately bought in again. Now I have lost a lot of money.

Many classmates who followed my orders have lost money, but I am still carrying the orders, adding positions at the bottom, triggering stop loss and buying quickly, canceling the stop loss setting, and the maximum leverage of 5 times has become 8 times. What a familiar taste, familiar formula, zero formula, the taste of liquidation.

Where is my position management? What about the promise? What about risk control? What about fission? What about vertical and horizontal?

I am so tired, I don't want to type a word. I am so embarrassed and conspicuous. It seems that I have become the person I dislike the most. The boy who once slayed the dragon has become a dragon.

Many people who trust me still have expectations for me. I have to sort out my emotions and face reality correctly. The current contract situation is far from being that bad. I need to use my knowledge to get out of trouble and come up with the best solution.

A classmate left a message saying that I always add positions when the market is falling, and I have never seen me add positions when the market is rising. This is really a good point and it helps me a lot. I am a guy who can't afford to lose but still gambles. Adding positions when the market is rising shows that I dare to lose and win, and I have a big picture.

Some classmates said that my renting a house of more than 2,000 yuan is not true to my conditions. In fact, I wrote in my diary that I rented a house as big as toilet paper, 150 yuan a month, and lived there for more than a year. I understand a truth. My problem is not how much money I rent a house. I am now renting a house of 1,500 yuan, and I still have no money to pay the rent.

Today, I am writing a diary with my mobile phone in Starbucks and ordered a 38 yuan matcha soft snow frappuccino, medium cup, ice.

WeChat change is 69.68, and I have 1.16 left after WeChat payment.