First of all, I am a woman, not a man. Please look at it from a female perspective. When I was 17 to 27 years old, I would be confused and painful about love. At that time, I would die if I lost love, and I would cry in bed. My classmates heard my cry and comforted me. From high school graduation to college, although I studied very hard, I always felt sad. I would be in the pain of falling out of love, and sometimes I would write letters and journals. Looking back now, I feel a little silly and naive.

But it doesn't matter, because that's what you should experience at that age, just like when we were children, we were obsessed with toys.

Now, I'm 30, and I'm obsessed with money again. If you talk to me about a man now, I will only look at what interests the other person has with me and what value he can bring to me, not feelings. When I reached 30, the only thing that moved my heart was money.

Maybe one day, when I look back at myself today, I am still so naive and obsessed with money.

The toys you had when you were a child were fake, but love when you grow up, and money in middle age are not toys you had when you were a child?

Just like my baby, he will regard ice cream as a very precious thing and is unwilling to share it with me. If I take it away, he will be angry and sad. As an adult, I look very childish. I can buy it for him with my money. Lots of ice cream. It's just that he can't eat too much in one day, otherwise he will get a stomachache.

Am I facing the same problem today? I have to make a lot of money and be persistent in making money, but if I make too much money at once, can I digest it?

To know my first pot of gold in the currency circle, it was not until this year that I gradually understood it correctly, or I am still exploring.

If I make too much money in a short period of time, will it be a blessing or a curse? Can I control it? When one day I can really allocate money well, then the money I earn will belong to me.

Maybe one day, I will understand that money is a toy when I was a child. It is within my reach whether I want it or not, and I will pursue other things.