You must have been through a lot and yet surviving so don't give up
just keep your emotions aside and sit back and trust the process and be patient now
after conceding losses the realization kicks in and you wonder once you were there and now you are here what did I do wrong and make it better next time.... make it right and move on
don't waste your energy on things you can't control ... this is journey not destination give yourself chance and another one if you can afford good days will come and take time those are the days you are appreciating now...
no worry another stop-loss another entry
wait another stop-loss another entry wait there must exist a time for reversal
make things right this year identify your mistakes and correct them track your progress get a trading journal ...
think of a strategy which is win win in both directions ...