Roller coaster of life: the night and dream of a cryptocurrency trader. #EOS
When night falls, Song Hai's heart is like a roller coaster, swinging between excitement and fear. He often slaps his thighs and mutters to himself: "It would be great if I sold it at that time!"
At the age of 30, Song Hai, introduced by a friend, resolutely borrowed 1 million yuan and bought 5,000 EOS at 95 yuan per piece, and bought 10,000 ONT at 50 yuan per piece. His decision came from the assertion of that senior friend in the cryptocurrency circle: "EOS is this year's ETH, and ONT is this year's NEO."
Although Song Hai had just entered the cryptocurrency circle, he was no stranger to the legendary increase of ETH and NEO in 2017. He looked forward to the fact that even if EOS and ONT could not replicate the glory of their predecessors, as long as the increase reached 10 times, he would be able to hold tens of millions of assets at the end of the year and realize his dream of buying a house in Beijing.
In April 2018, the cryptocurrency circle ushered in a small bull market. EOS once soared to 140 yuan, and ONT also hit a high of 70 yuan. As Songhai watched the number in his account approach 500,000, he had endless fantasies in his heart. He thought of the luxury of the Mercedes-Benz E-Class, the sea breeze in the Maldives, and even the grand scene of holding a wedding at Wangfujing Wangfu Hotel.
However, the situation in the currency circle is unpredictable. The small bull market was fleeting, and since May, a long bear market has enveloped the entire currency circle. By July 2018, the prices of all currencies, including EOS and ONT, had suffered a tragic decline. In less than three months, Songhai went from a profit of 500,000 to a loss of 500,000. He had to repay a loan of more than 40,000 every month, and the pressure was like a boulder on his heart.
Night became the most difficult time for Songhai. He tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep. The excitement and longing he once had turned into fear and anxiety today. He stared at the account of the digital currency exchange, looking at the loss figures of thousands and tens of thousands, and his heart was filled with a sense of powerlessness.
Song Hai longed for a big, thick Yang line, which would allow him to pay off the loan as soon as possible and realize his wish to marry his beloved girlfriend at the end of the year. However, the reality was so cruel that he had to face the consequences of his impulsive decision. He regretted why he didn't come out when he was profitable.
Perhaps, what really hindered Song Hai's happiness was not the loan, but his inner greed.Tears and hysteria in the middle of the night are the truest reflection of his heart. In this roller coaster journey of life, Songhai may need to learn to look at risks and benefits more rationally in order to truly find his own path to happiness.
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