Then I went bankrupt. The 20x leverage short pie of 66,000 was carried to 72,000. I also thought about cutting my losses, but every time I saw the blood coming back, I was shaken. I was still in class at the time. Looking at the cleared contract account, I was anxious and crazy. I took out the only remaining bnb and fantasized about making a comeback. I set a 20% stop loss for each transaction, thinking that it would not go bankrupt this time. The contract gave me some sweetness again, and I thought I was OK again.

In the end, as expected, I almost lost everything after losing again and again, and only had 60u left. At this moment, I felt very strange, and it was like a stone hanging in my heart fell, and I was relieved. In these days of frequent trading, my life was messed up. I often woke up when I slept, I couldn’t study, and even communicating with classmates became dull. Now everything is over.

My mother asked me a few days ago, "How is my investment of a few thousand yuan?" I just said it was okay. I didn’t dare to say how much money I lost. I seem to be a born gambler, maybe it's inherited from my family. My grandfather lost money playing Pai Gow, and my father lost money playing Mahjong. I also made CSGO accessories and bought balls before, and all of them gave me a sweet taste first, but then lost all my capital.

I typed a lot of words, and when I think back to the experience of this month, I feel dreamy, like a very long dream. I want to use my personal experience to warn all students who don't have much capital or are exposed to crypto trading. You must learn from my lessons, and you must have less contact with contracts, hold the spot safely, and do simple financial management. I really have never said these words from my heart, I can only post them on the Internet. There is no one in reality that I want to confide these things to.

That's it, I'm going to eat.