Everythings seems ok, every one were supporting you, your family, your friends your networks your relatives even the person you dont know personally were in your favour but only up to that time you are sucessfull on your every steps. Once you fail and started falling down there will be no one even to show sympathy, gradually every one will left you helpless alone and suffered. At that point its very hard to control feelings, negative thoughts will capture your control over mind, you started thinking that its the end, nothing is left over, there is no reason for being alive, you cannot saw a way forward. You feel darkens every where.
This is the adject point where most of all giveup and end their life. I myself almost giveup was ready to end, i fall down from a certain level and every singles left me alone to suffer. I have nothing in my hands no money, no friends nothing... but i dont know how i refuse to give up, i am still fighting with those negative thougts, there is a small changes in my situation but not major improvement, i am sucessfull to reverse my mind and get over from negative thoughts. I am trying to get up once again.
I am sharing this feelings coz at least i need some motivations, supports and also i am sharing this so that the persons who are at same as my situation can come over through negative thoughts....
