As a university student, I want to take this opportunity to confess my experiences and hope to serve as a warning.
In September 2023, I was first introduced to the cryptocurrency circle. By January, I began to engage in contract trading, and as a result of my reckless operations, I lost 3000 yuan in just a few days. I felt quite pained at that time and gritted my teeth to uninstall the trading software, vowing never to touch it again.
But unexpectedly, in March, I couldn't resist and downloaded the software again. This time, I started off with good luck, earning from 6000 yuan to 12000 yuan in just two days. I even successfully withdrew 2000 yuan, and that feeling of self-satisfaction surged within me. However, the good times didn't last long; in the following two days, I lost all my profits again, and my 10000 yuan went back to zero.
So far, I have lost over 7000 yuan. Although I haven't borrowed money and life can continue as usual, what terrifies me the most is that I feel no emotional response to these losses; I am disturbingly calm. It seems I have accepted such losses and even started to feel numb to this kind of thrill.
I feel like I am gradually sinking into an abyss, so I am here to confess and ask everyone how I can avoid repeating the same mistakes and not fall back into this pit.
Currently, I have taken some measures, such as uninstalling the trading software again, but I know that this alone is not enough. I hope experienced friends can give me some advice to help me completely get out of this predicament. $BTC
