Bought in at 8 knives, sold out at 44 knives, if it drops again, buy back in

Is it quiet again? Zen, why aren't you zen anymore? Damn, every day it's zen this and zen that, day after day it's not this zen hundreds of times or that zen thousands of times, why is it that as soon as I get in the car, it stops being zen? When I'm not around, you all keep talking about this zen rising and that zen rising, wanting to hire young models from clubs, wanting to buy cars and houses, wanting to travel all over the country and the world, and eating delicacies every day. How come when I get tricked into the car, it doesn't rise anymore? What a damn coincidence, right? What the hell is zen?