In my recent life, I feel that it is too hard to speculate in currency and sell myself.

I woke up feeling so weak today, a little dizzy and unsteady on my feet. I don’t know if it’s due to the cold air in the south, but the soles of my feet are always cold.

It's normal when you think about it. My sister does it three times a night, for half an hour to an hour at a time. After that, I have to keep an eye on the fluctuations of the currency and beg it not to blow up the position. I have almost no time to sleep.

I can't go on like this. I've lost all my money and my body is exhausted. It's even more tiring than going to the dock to move bricks.

The main reason is that there is no hope in life, I have no capital, and it is too hard.

Just now, my sister came to see me again. I didn’t dare to go there anymore. I was exhausted. Who can withstand this? I can’t bear it even if I pay 3,000 dollars. Just let her be angry. I can still bear it if I watch a movie with her. $BTC $SOL $MEME