#大学生的韭菜记录 $VANA

I want to write a post to reflect on some mistakes made yesterday. I started writing but then felt too lazy to continue; I'm so tired, sigh 🫠🫠🫠

I really want to recover my losses quickly and have some money 🫠🫠🫠

The pressure is overwhelming 🫠🫠🫠

It's pretty much like this now 🫠🫠

Last night around 29.5, I opened a short position for $VANA , it rose to 33 at most, keeping me up all night. I incurred funding fees twice, costing me 24u, and finally closed around 29, making a profit of 4u, but lost 20u just on funding fees 🫠🫠🫠

Then I opened 200 units of $WIF and 200 units of popcat.

These two positions are also down about 20u now.

Additionally, last night, I was mainly stuck with vana, and since I didn't take measures against the collective drop of altcoins, the original position losses also expanded, and my funds have again dropped to around 350u 🤡🤡

What can I say? This is the first time I've been caught by funding fees. I've never traded like this before, so I guess I gained some experience 🤡🤡

At that time, I was also anxious to close the vana position. If I had held onto it, I could have had over 500+u by now. But if it's all just virtual, what's the point of discussing it?

Overall, last night, I definitely had major issues with the vana position. My own state of mind was off. I should have shut my phone off and studied when I reached over 400u yesterday, rather than getting caught up in the ups and downs of these coins, which messed with my mindset, leading to a sleepless night and feeling unprepared for the exam 🫠🫠 But when you're on tilt, that's how it goes. I've learned this lesson before, but apparently, it wasn't deep enough.

Then I opened wif and popcat, which had some overlap. These two have always been trending memes, but due to the softness of sol, both have performed poorly. However, there will definitely be a wave of upward momentum, so I took the positions. They are still manageable, but both are on sol, and there's really no need to hold two assets that complicate position management; there are some issues with this operation.

In the end, it's still about vana. Being stuck, the exhaustion from staying up all night, the pressure from exams, etc., really muddled my mind. The liquidation price was around 50, but I still... sigh, indeed, when the mind isn't clear, it's best not to operate recklessly; it's truly mentally exhausting.

I'm so confused, I don't know what to do 🫠🫠 I've been in college for over three years, and it seems like all I've learned is how to trade cryptocurrencies, yet I haven't even mastered that. The road to recovery seems far away, and I feel like a failure. The future is very uncertain 🫠🫠🫠

Sigh, I haven't updated much these past two days. Rambling on has wasted my energy. I really need to take some time to reflect and settle down 🫠🫠