Debt of 2.87 million, struggling to live, fighting for the third day on shore.

In a daze, I managed to get through another day. In the quiet of the night, I post things in the square, looking at everyone's positive, encouraging, or teasing comments, that’s how I feel alive.

Many people doubt that 2.87 million is just a small essay, but there’s really no need to. There are many people in the crypto world who have lost over 200, and at least ten that I know who have chatted with me!

The only reason I chat in the square is because it’s a pure land. In the real world, you can’t post on Douyin, you can’t post in WeChat Moments. When a person is in difficulty, saying nothing is the best; those who say motivational things will say you’re pretending, those who talk about difficulties will say you’re being pretentious. In short, if you have no status, no money, everything is wrong!

Today was indeed a very unfortunate day. Dad took my ID number to pay for medical insurance. The current community officials are really something; the notice clearly states that payment can be made between September 25 and December 31! But they keep sending reminders in the group, and the team leader comes to collect! What’s even worse is that today the debt collectors called home. My parents know I’m in debt, but they don’t know it’s this much.

Having my parents around is the reason to live! No matter what the situation will be in the future, it may be harder than today.

The only comfort is that the market has finally dropped. Last night, I made 500 into over 1100, and today I made it to 3000. I don't know how long this 3000 will last.