I'm just a stinky coin trader
Last year was the time to prepare for the college entrance examination, but the cryptocurrency market was in a bull market. I was addicted to airdrops every day, studied K-lines and read a lot of tutorials. My account kept rising. Since I had no experience and didn’t dare to go all-in, I spent a year in anxiety.
I still remember very clearly the examination I took on April 1 this year, because not long after the examination, the altcoin market went into a bear market, and I also lost more than 15,000 RMB. I could not go to a good school and I had no money left. To make matters worse, in June I entered the spot altcoin market with 10,000 yuan, and it was cut in half not long after. Not long ago, I sold all my money and used it to trade contracts. I realized that no matter whether it is spot contracts, risk control must be done well, and there must be logic in entering and exiting the market. Spot contracts are not meant to be held indefinitely. No one can bear a cut in half, but I sold my money to trade contracts. I lost a lot several times, but it also taught me a lesson.
Then I'll talk about my school life. It was really hard.
I scored 30 points in English by writing multiple-choice questions in 5 minutes, and 98 points in math by writing multiple-choice questions and filling in the blanks. I was guaranteed to go to a private school. My classmates who prepared for the exam all went to first-class colleges. I was very envious.
I am currently studying for a bachelor's degree, and I am autistic because of the school
I don't learn from my mistakes. Leeks don't have memories unless they are cut too many times. I paid money and suffered for a diploma. It's really not worth it. The tuition fee is 19,000. Not to mention the food and daily consumption, this year's tuition fee is enough for my three years of college tuition. When I paid the tuition fee, I paid half of it with the money I saved from working. I didn't tell my parents that the tuition fee was so expensive.
I really regret it now o(╥﹏╥). My computer class in college has now turned into a pure engineering class. I don’t have a foundation in engineering, so I don’t want to listen in class and I can’t understand. Teachers of various subjects always blame us for failing the courses. It’s really a headache for me. The final written test is not as easy to pass as the computer test. I pay so much tuition and am bound by classes every day. I also worry about failing the course. There are written assignments for each subject. My brain is going to explode😭😭😭
The dormitory conditions are far inferior to those of colleges. There are too many people and the conditions are poor. Is the private bathroom good? It's so dirty. The dormitory is too noisy. I can't fall asleep until 2 a.m. and even when I fall asleep, I can hear snoring like thunder. It's so crowded for two people to share a table. I can't rest well at night and it's uncomfortable. They won't change the dormitory and won't let me live outside.
I was busy working before coming here and didn't do my homework.
It's been almost two months since the start of school. I want to drop out, but I don't know what to do after I drop out. Damn it, I'm just a lousy cryptocurrency trader.