I can’t remember how many times my account has been reset to zero. I have used Huobi, Bian, and OK. The annoying thing is that I got addicted to online gambling when I graduated from high school in 2018. I lost more than 20,000 yuan. Later, I took a break in college and quit gambling. I only gambled a few hundred yuan occasionally and lost everything. After breaking up with my college girlfriend in May 2021, my life has reached a certain low point. I got involved in encryption, and I kept losing money and charging all the way. I lost 150,000 yuan back and forth. I still owe 6 online loans. There is no news from the loan intermediary at the moment. I am still unemployed. In this life that I can see the end at a glance, I choose to start over. The only two ways I can think of are painless Zisha. 1. Water torture and suffocation, 2. Hunger strike. I haven’t eaten much since the end of August. I occasionally eat to maintain my life. My body is almost rotten. I want to die painlessly in my sleep. That’s it....