Life is about to end I guess
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š§ A Tough Journey š§
Iāve been holding onto two futures trades for the past six months. It all started because I fell asleep without setting a stop loss, and when I woke up, the market had dipped hard. I thought, "Maybe I can hold on and break even," but more dips kept coming. š
šø Struggling to Stay Afloatšø
To avoid liquidation, I took loans from everywhere I could, just to increase my liquidation price. Now, with MATIC transitioning to POL, my futures trades might close, and if that happens, Iām done. Itās over. I'm only 21, and my parents have no idea about the $40k in loans Iāve taken. Thatās a huge amount for me, and I feel like Iāve let everyone down. š
š§ Learning from the Community š§
This community has taught me so much, and Iām grateful for that. But if my trades close, I feel like thereās no way out for me. Iām heading to another city today, and I canāt help but feel bad for my parentsāthey donāt deserve a son like me. š
š Facing Lossesš
Iām currently down $220 in that MATIC trade. It was my last shot, and I failed again. Life feels so unfair right now. Iāve been rugged so many times; maybe this will be the last one. š
ā¤ļø A Message to All of You ā¤ļø
Donāt be a loser like me, please. Take care, buddies. Life has been a battle for years, and I keep losing. Itās not just about losing $40kāitās about feeling like Iām losing every fight in life. Iāve been struggling since I was 16, and itās been a tough ride. š¢
SOURCE: A REDDIT USER FROM INDIA