It was not until this time that I realized that I was born in the countryside, worked in a public hospital after graduating from university, and was always considered an excellent person. A few months ago, young colleagues in the unit played virtual currency. I saw them win money and treat guests, so I joined. I won a few thousand yuan at first, but then suffered consecutive losses, and even lost several months of savings. In order to make up for the loss, I borrowed from Wangdai and Jiebei, but lost more. After my inner collapse, I decided to confess to my family and lied that I lost money in the investment. My family asked me to be down-to-earth, work hard, and pay off part of the debt. But I was unwilling to give up, and I played again, but I got deeper and deeper and borrowed more money. Speculating in coins makes people fall into the abyss step by step, and eventually they are worse off than dead. It not only destroys oneself, but also implicates the family.