I was not popular since I was a child. I started investing in stocks during college and made a lot of money in the telemarketing industry after graduation. I resigned and returned to my hometown in 2021. After that, I got used to the income in big cities and felt at a loss. Once a friend recommended me to buy lottery tickets, I came into contact with virtual currency transactions and fell into the abyss. I made some money at the beginning, but soon lost all the 40,000 yuan I saved in Guangzhou.

In 2022, I returned to Guangzhou to do telemarketing again, but the income was not as good as before. I started to borrow credit cards and online loans to play virtual currency, and my debts increased. Many attempts to make a comeback ended in failure. In the end, the debt was as high as more than 300,000 yuan, and I had to confess to my family. My parents helped me pay off part of the debt, but there was still more than 200,000 credit card debts that were not paid off.

After getting married, I resumed speculation, hoping to make more money to provide security for my family, but I got deeper and deeper. At the end of 2023, I completely lost all my credit card and online agency quotas and was heavily in debt. On Valentine's Day in 2024, I gambled again and lost the last 2,000 yuan on my credit card, so I had to borrow money to make up for it.