Today's funds 518U, July 19, 2024

I wrote my diary late today because a small number of classmates urged me to update it. Alas, I sighed. I didn't have the heart to write a diary when I lost money. The stop loss was triggered all of a sudden last night, and I lost 418U. It was a huge loss. It was really fucked up, but I quickly took it back at a low position. The saddest thing was that this morning, the set stop profit was triggered again. After the rebound, it was quickly taken back at a high position, and it became a low sell and a high buy.

During the decline, my leverage increased from 3 times to 12 times, and the contract amount became larger and larger. If it rises back, it's okay. If it continues to fall, my operation will accelerate the rhythm of liquidation. When the market is good and the market is in power, I am timid and cautious. When the market is good and the market is rising, I make a small profit. When the market falls, I increase my position. When it loses power, I am bolder. I am not afraid of losing all the money, but in reality I can't afford to lose at all. The leverage is increased, and I am trying to kill myself. I am speechless. After all, I still don't admit the loss and admit defeat. How can I win every time?

If I don't change, even if the price goes up, I will win money by luck, and lose money by strength in the end.

The money from selling a gold necklace is all gone for living expenses. I have a gold ring left, which weighs less and is not worth much money. It can be sold for about 1,000 RMB. My girlfriend is still in love with me. She once said that this ring is more important to her than her life. She asked me to give her this ring as a wedding ring. When I wrote this, my eyes were wet again. Alas, why did it come to this? I don't think much of myself. Thinking about how many people say that I write fake diaries, I really want to curse them ten thousand times. Fuck, is there anyone who would write himself as worse than a dog?

I write fake diaries to make fun of myself?

I won't say it anymore. I won't say it anymore. It's all tears. Only you can experience the taste.

Work hard on yourself, and tomorrow will definitely be better.

Integrate knowledge and action, and you must change your bad habits.