Enjoy those times you feel down, broken, broke, distracted from path.. in such times, great ideas are born, new skin is growing, broken muscles are rebuilt.. and the best part of it, it lasts.
Most great things requires time to flourish, remember “steve rogers” ? or as you may know him as “captain america”, remember the screams he gave in the transformation scene, afterward he became so poweful till the end.
Now remember the hulk? he didn’t scream as loud or as long as captain america did, so his powers are time limited and doesn’t last long, bottom line is, just give it time.