During this time, my thoughts have been incredibly clear

But for this clarity, I paid the price of two whole years

Last year, every time I practiced with four hundred oil

I blew it four times

The feeling after blowing the account was cold sweat on my back

Despair because this road is a dead end

Every time I recharged, I felt like I was drinking poison.

This year, I haven't blown five hundred oil and made six hundred oil

But I've also been very repressed

Although I established a risk control system

The overall trading logic is still vague

Until recently

I felt like crying a bit