Same feeling, I couldn't help but play again, just got wrecked.

$BTC I advise everyone not to play with contracts. My current mood is to want to die. I lost 1 million, it just exploded, a full 1 million. My family is ruined, I don't know how to explain it to my wife and family. I also borrowed a lot from online loans. I want to die but don't have the courage. Goodbye, crypto world, goodbye. I will never forgive myself, years of hard work gone in half a month.