Life is about to end I guess
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đ§ A Tough Journey đ§
Iâve been holding onto two futures trades for the past six months. It all started because I fell asleep without setting a stop loss, and when I woke up, the market had dipped hard. I thought, "Maybe I can hold on and break even," but more dips kept coming. đ
đž Struggling to Stay Afloatđž
To avoid liquidation, I took loans from everywhere I could, just to increase my liquidation price. Now, with MATIC transitioning to POL, my futures trades might close, and if that happens, Iâm done. Itâs over. I'm only 21, and my parents have no idea about the $40k in loans Iâve taken. Thatâs a huge amount for me, and I feel like Iâve let everyone down. đ
đ§ Learning from the Community đ§
This community has taught me so much, and Iâm grateful for that. But if my trades close, I feel like thereâs no way out for me. Iâm heading to another city today, and I canât help but feel bad for my parentsâthey donât deserve a son like me. đ
đ Facing Lossesđ
Iâm currently down $220 in that MATIC trade. It was my last shot, and I failed again. Life feels so unfair right now. Iâve been rugged so many times; maybe this will be the last one. đ
â€ïž A Message to All of You â€ïž
Donât be a loser like me, please. Take care, buddies. Life has been a battle for years, and I keep losing. Itâs not just about losing $40kâitâs about feeling like Iâm losing every fight in life. Iâve been struggling since I was 16, and itâs been a tough ride. đą
SOURCE: A REDDIT USER FROM INDIA