and why don't you take a short position in futures if you want to play long on the spot

$VANA I really struggled to not be liquid and I don't have any more money left, I even took out a loan with high interest to add and if I am still liquid, is it my fault? I want to ask, sometimes it doesn't work when it doesn't work, sometimes no matter what you do, you can't do anything, you are left with your troubles, it is really painful when such events happen when bitcoin is high, what can be done, there is nothing I can do, it lost 90 percent of its value from the peak price, I opened a long at $ 22,660 but it started to fall from where I opened it, some things are out of our hands, it is completely out of control and a sad situation...