Sometimes I really feel inexplicably speechless. Even the random long positions I hang can be entered, mysteriously adding to my positions, and mysteriously being stopped out. Now the price has come back, but my positions are gone.

The fluctuations are too disappointing. If it hangs, it hangs; I added to my position before it finished dropping, and sure enough, the night is intoxicating. After withdrawing today, I recharged 9000 yuan, and I suffered losses. Originally, I was saying in the group with my buddies that I could change for an iPhone, but who would have thought I was too happy too soon. Looking at more than 1000 oil doesn’t feel much, but changing to 9000 yuan feels a bit painful.

Profit drawdown, but it’s also quite uncomfortable. It has been going too smoothly for too long, and suddenly this wave comes, turning profit into loss. However, not being able to buy oil also helps me lose less. Today, because XRB dropped around 4000 oil, a drawdown of 9000 yuan is still acceptable, but being subjected to this kind of market is really nauseating. I could have continued to sell 1000 oil to change for an iPhone 15 Max, but it came a bit suddenly. It’s tough, brothers, really tough!!!! Looking at the current price of the second coin, I can’t sleep, destined to be sleepless.

I know it’s a problem of having too large a position; there’s nothing I can do about it. If I want to earn more, I must take risks; perhaps walking too much at night inevitably leads to stumbling. Anyway, I plan not to play tomorrow, whatever happens, I will focus on work, watch movies, and slack off. Stay away from the second coin; when going long, it always suddenly comes with a spike.

Sigh, summary of thoughts: whatever, let it rise if it wants to. Tomorrow will focus on spot trading; the feeling of not being able to manage contracts has appeared...