When your currency account's one-day increase exceeds your monthly salary, you feel excited. When you go to work, you are already happily planning a dinner for the hospital in the evening.
When the increase in your currency account in one day can exceed your salary in a year, what you feel is no longer excitement, but calmness, and you no longer want to eat a big meal. You just want to go home and eat as usual. A homely meal.
On your way home from get off work, at the Shiyu intersection, the afterglow of the evening sunset shines on your face. You quietly wait for the red light, watching the people coming and going, and you will have a feeling of being isolated and detached from the world.
You don't care if someone honks at you, and you don't get angry if someone chokes you with their car. As for the girl in your memory, you seem to have forgotten what she looked like.