Sigh, I've been in touch with contracts for four months, and now I'm completely broke. Roughly calculating, I've lost about six thousand. Sigh, I'm still in my second year, 21 years old, and I'm very confused about my future. I don't know if trading is a dead end. I haven't really listened to half a year of classes; every day in class, I'm just staring at the market, hoping the trends go in the direction I opened positions. I spent three months in a daze. Sigh, thinking about it, I really owe my parents and my uncle an apology. They have such high expectations for me, but I've just been gambling. Now I'm broke. I've gradually calmed down, from initially tasting success to now being completely broke. This market has taught me a harsh lesson. I'm starting to realize that the market's trends have never been as simple as just saying it will rise or fall. Without a rigorous trading system, every position I opened was just gambling. Sigh, having lost so much, I can only start learning trading from scratch now. The silver lining in this unfortunate situation is that I've only lost a few thousand. In the future, this pit can still be filled. If I find a job and borrow money to play with cryptocurrency, losing tens of thousands could take a lifetime to repay. But it's not too late; I can start learning trading from zero. I won't lazily listen to so-called signal teachers anymore, I won't open positions at will, and I won't trade with large positions and high leverage anymore. For the past two months, I've uninstalled all trading software, and I'm no longer trading, I pledge that. 🐶 See you in two months, market. You didn't kill me, so I'm going to start fighting back.